honestly . . .

people are so very judgemental.

its sickening. seriously, who in the

world are you to judge me for my

story and what i do. yessss i do

understand that everyone is

gonna talk shit about you and

what you do whether you're

doing the right thing or the

wrong thing but still.

adultsss. seriously, your an

adult. grow up! if you dont

like the way i dress, if you

dont like my attitude, if you

think im a bad influence.

OH FREAKING WELLL. -__-

i dress cute, not skanky. thankyou.

i dont have an attitude, i just dont

care about anything you have to say.

im not a bad influence, im just open

with the things i do. trust me your

kids do the things i do too. & i can

almost gaurantee you that they do

it more than i do.

just be cause i won $1,000 doesnt

mean anything. seriously. money

cant make you who you are. you cant

expect me to act a certain way because

i won some money. the money had nothing

to do with my behavior at alll. mmkay?!

i am who i am. im not changing for anyone.

i know that your adults, & i'm a teenager.

i understand that we will never ever be on

the same level, but still. for you people

to judge me before you even know me

is horrrible, and no one should be treated

that way. dont ever look down on me, its

just not right. you really need to take a good

look at yourself before you try to come

at me. say what you want about me,

i cant stop you anyways.

just remember that you have absolutely

no idea what its like to be me. how you

treat people, will affect them for the

rest of thier lives.

talk about me as much as you want to.

and say whatever you wanna say its

pointless to tell you to stop anyway.

if you think that i dont care about anything?

your wrong.

if you think that i'll never find someone

who will treat me right?

your wrong.

if you think that my attitude is the

reason that im unhappy?

your wrong.

if you think that i'll never be happy?

your wrong.

but if you think im going no where in

life, guess what?!

DAMN, YOUR WRONG AGAIN.

im your average teenage girl. doing what

we do. yeah i do things that im not proud

of, but oh well. its life, & you only live once.

im living the life of every teenage girl, &

im being judged for everything that i do

whether its good or bad. i dont understand

why you people dont tell me about the

gifts god has given me, and encourage me

to open them up. you might think im

not going anywhere in life, but iam

determined to prove you wrong.

mark my words, im gonna be somebody

someday. wait&see. you just wait&see.