my computer broke again. which sucks. :/
im on the phone with harry. this man is my
best buddddy. he thinks his girl is cheating
on him. but i dont know what to tell him.
but anyways moving onnn. so i been good
lately i guess. so about my boy situation ;
i got #1 and #2. call me whatever yu want.
#1 was doin good for a while. but now is js
slackin again. i mean idk what to do or say.
i js kinda feel like its not that serious any
more. like i love him & i always willl. but i
js feel like now, we're better off as friends.
i dont get the same feeling i used to and
idk what it is. i wanna have a niiice long
talk, but that js hasnt happened yet, so i
dont know what to do next. im js chillin &
doin me, for now. i feel like i'll always be
there for him, & when things come crashing
down he will always have me to lean on.
#2. what to say about him. ha! i js feel like
me & him arent on the same page. hes 17
but i feeel like he acts like he's 13. even tho
im younger i feel like i act way older than
him. i feeel like he likes me more than i
like him. & its weird, cause i like him but
js not as much as i thought i did. i dont
wanna tell him that i dont like him as
much as i thought, cause i dont wanna hurt
him at all. but then i dont wanna lie to him.
its kinda hard, cause im stuck. i know that
he's everything i've ever wanted, but he's
nothing i'll ever have. & that sucks. but its
all my fault.
there is som kid i like a little. i js met him
& i know i dont know him that much, but
hes cooool. im not gonna say to much about
it cause i dont wanna look stupid. so thas that.
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i got this friend. i love her to death. she talks to
some kid. and yesterday i was thinkin ; and the
reason why things arent working out, is because
she plays his game. yu know how when you
play sports, they tell you "play your game, dont
play their game." she plays his game, and thas
why things dont work. i wanna tell her but idk
how, and i dont wanna seem like im all up in her
businesss. :/ so idk. i want yu to know that ily,
& ill always be here. no matter what. <3
