first one's a charm. (:

sooo iwas just thinking. hmm maybe i'll start blogging becasue ihave alot to say?! ahah sounds like a good idea huh. don't mind my randomnesss. ahah wellll, lately ifeel like shit is just falling apart. like idont understand why. ? but iguess you cant really do anything about that. so anyways umm idon't know how to handle my frustration other than to write. so iguess i've found something good to do. it seems to me like things just get more & more boring here. iwish icould move away & just start over brand new. its one of those things yah now. :/ im sick of like being so nice to people just to get fucked over. it makes no sense to me. but ilook at it like icant be mean to people because thats just not who iam. everytime im nice to someone & iforgive them repeatedly they just fuck me over then lie about it. man up & stop lying. ugh. seriously. but you know what ... "what don't break a nigga makes a nigga." (: so that just like made me feel so much better. ahah ithink ilike this whole blogging thing.