lately ...

so seems to me like he moved on. hmm.

i don't know what to do or say. i always try

to do things to get my mind off of him. but

that only works for so long. then after that

im still stuck thinking about him, while im

damn sure he aint thinking about me. -_-

i have no idea what to do anymore, and i

feel like a complete and total IDIOT. :\

i need help, cause im a complete wreck.

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yeah my baby is finally here! lol born

27 days early but she's here, and im

super gassed. she was born 5.1`09.

at 4 lbs. 10 ounces. and i went to see

her and she is absolutely beautiful. ♥

she doesnt understand how much i

love her. i bought her her 1st pair of

jordans, & her first pair of nikes.!

am i a great aunt or whattt? ahaha

welllllll, i love you so very much

Noelani Jael Jonay<3

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my journal is coming along lovely

and i actually like writing in it.

it helps me vent i guess you

could say. i always write a

"quote of the day." in it,

and i think that sometimes

it reallly helps me to just sit

down take a breath and think.

i absolutely love my journal.

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overall though i guess things are

going alright. besides yu know

the regular normal stuff that

every teenage girl goes through.

ahahaha. but i think that in the

end everything will be alright.