uhmm.

damn. ahah i'm never on this anymore.

but yeah, shit is alright. ha. for once,

i can honestly say that things are

alright. just alright. not bad like they

usually are but just alright. and you

know what, its not that bad afterall.

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he's in his own world, and moved on.

im obviously in my own world, and im

taking things day by day. which for me

is okay. i realized that i dont need to rush,

and sometimes i just need to take time

for myself, and just think. you know?

and now is one of those times. and

thats perfectly alright for me.

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my baby is now 23 days old. awwe

thats almost a month. ahah <3

i havent seen her, only pictures,

i know that shes getting biggg!

she has big dimples! and she is

still absolutely beautiful. ♥

im finally gonna see her, and on

saturday, and i cant wait. awwe

love you noelani. <3

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my journal is coming along! its

absolutely wonderful ahha. i know

that that sounds mad cheesy, but

its true. lol i love that thing. lOl

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pssst. i know i said that it was wack,

and that i would never do it, but i

did it, i made a twitter! yeah i did.

i actually kinda like it. lol (:

you people should folllow meeee!

twitter.com/shimonaaa

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OHyeah! i hate when people go

ghost. like obviouslt everyone

does it. but still. like i dont think

that i've tried to like put in effort,

to let them know that im still here,

and i still do care, and i just wanna

help. but when someone like just

doesnt even acknowlegde the fact

that yur tryin mad hard, idk it just

kinda hurts. -_- i wish that they

would call or text & be like "hey!

im still alive." yu know, i mean it

just flusters my brain i guesss. :/

but i aint mad at cha. its just really

annnoying. but whatever its lifeeee.

^ i know who yu think im talking about,

ahah guesssss agaiinnnn! fooolish people.^

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but yeah, i mean thats just an update, lol

but i'll probably write next month. lmfao.

i love this blog. (: