so its been OD long. my fault. :/ but yeah hmmm iAm confused. seems like i'm always that way. lOl. but yeah like idk what to do because like iLove someone but iHave 2 people trying to "bag." ahaha iFeel like im always put in the position as if iAm the bad guy. -_- like iM attempting to be as nice as iPossibly can but it's not working apparently. :/ so you now what FUCK IT. no more nice girl because in the end the nice one just gets fucked over. im getting my life straight & im gonna focus on whats important to me.! school, dance, reading, friends, and him. thats it. iCan no longer try to be nice to everyone iKnow.
So as of right now, ahaha im on the phone with some child. he's fxcking retarded. -_- like ugh. WHY ARE BOYS SO STUPID. do they have any idea of how to speak to a girl? Oh, iDidnt think so. iHate the fact that it feels to me that this isnt going to work. iFeel like im giving a mile and he's giving an inch. iFeel like we take 5 steps forward to get pushed 10 steps back. iDunno ijust wanna hear "iLove you shimonaaa." ahah that would make my day. but iGuess you cant have everything that you want. and whats meant to be will always find its way. ugh. anyways my vacation sucks so far. :/ like iHavent went out anywhere. aahah im so boring. iNeed to go to the Y & work out im gettting morbidly obese. ahaha like im getting so mad right now so im getting off the computer. ugh. BYE.
so its been OD long. my fault. :/ but yeah hmmm iAm confused. seems like i'm always that way. lOl. but yeah like idk what to do because like iLove someone but iHave 2 people trying to "bag." ahaha iFeel like im always put in the position as if iAm the bad guy. -_- like iM attempting to be as nice as iPossibly can but it's not working apparently. :/ so you now what FUCK IT. no more nice girl because in the end the nice one just gets fucked over. im getting my life straight & im gonna focus on whats important to me.! school, dance, reading, friends, and him. thats it. iCan no longer try to be nice to everyone iKnow.
So as of right now, ahaha im on the phone with some child. he's fxcking retarded. -_- like ugh. WHY ARE BOYS SO STUPID. do they have any idea of how to speak to a girl? Oh, iDidnt think so. iHate the fact that it feels to me that this isnt going to work. iFeel like im giving a mile and he's giving an inch. iFeel like we take 5 steps forward to get pushed 10 steps back. iDunno ijust wanna hear "iLove you shimonaaa." ahah that would make my day. but iGuess you cant have everything that you want. and whats meant to be will always find its way. ugh. anyways my vacation sucks so far. :/ like iHavent went out anywhere. aahah im so boring. iNeed to go to the Y & work out im gettting morbidly obese. ahaha like im getting so mad right now so im getting off the computer. ugh. BYE. 
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