foood for thought. ....

"isn't it funny how everyday
nothing seeems to changee.
But when you look back on
your life, everything is waay
diffffferent. "

deadasss...

today was the shiiiiiiiiit .
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it was obv. wack, ahaha but
over alll it was faacking
BOMB nigggguh. (: lmao*
god answers prayerssss! ahaha
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today i went out, and seeen
my nigggga. yo its been mad
long & shit. but even still,
its like nothin ever changed.
dudes are still cooler than
ever, and i thought it would
be awkward, but nopeeeeeee
it was allll loveee. i got
maaad complimentsss & dudes
showed me mad love. ahaha it
was greaat. damnYo. ♥
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i went to the supermarket.
and got ice creaaam. lol
yo i really havent been
eating that much lately. :/
i beeen maaad full all the
time. aahah whatever, im
getttting skinnierrr. (:
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today all my plans got ruined.
-_- i hate when nigggas front.
its one of my biggest pet peeves.
ew. but anyways i had a gooooood
night. i watched a movie. lol it
was goood. but trust, neeext
weekend will be greaaat! (:
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im so happppy like deadassss.
these past 2 days have been
so goood. like you have no
idea. (: ♥ i love my
life. hopefully this continues. (:
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this is for ...

The girls who held it all in when things
came crumbling to pieces again. and
This is for those days spent trying to
hold back the tears, and the tears that
turned into anger, then disappointment.

this is for all the girls that have faith that

2m will be a bettttter day, guess whaaat :

it willl be. ♥

today ...

i was so weak today. literally,

i dont feel good at alll. i couldnt

even do anything, &then i ate.

so i felt bettter. but im still

sick. urgh. ahaha.

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i just got extremely happpppy.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !

!@#$%^&*!@#$%^&*!@#$%

ANYWAYYYSSS, lmao i just

screamed. ahah ohman! ahaha

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but yeah after school today, i

wasted mad time! -_- i coulda

been typing an essay, but i was

walking on pleasant street. lmaO*

jeeeezee meng. idk when im gonna

write that shit, i need it done soon!

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but yeah, washington is way

sooner. fastly approaching. lOl

31 daaaays mengg. damn! YO!

i have mad shit to do before i

go. daaamn. ahah whatever,

it'lllll be dandyyy. oh yeah maaad

drama is happenin w everyone.

faack that no one better rain

on my faaaacking parade!

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idk yo, im happppy now!

smellllllliiiiingtoonnn. ♥

aaaaaay

today i did so much damn work!
liiiiike i was working for like
4 hours str8. on some nerve
racking shit, i have never been
so nervous in my life. but rauqel
said that i did okay. & one day
i'll look back and laugh at myself.
yeah thats a crock of bullshit.
i had an okay day todayy! (: (:

oh yeah & today i hopped up out
the bed and turned my swag on! (:

smellllllll. ♥

pete is the best all the time. NAHT!

goodnight. >_<

i've has enough. ike i seriously
just got annoyed in the matter of
like 45 seconds. -_- people love
to test my patience. ew. >_< and
with that im taking my ass to sleep.
goooood faaacking night danksss.


oh yeah tomorrrow is gonna be a long
day!@#$%^&*( this is how it goes :
-schoool 7:20-1:45
-melissas house: 2- 3:15
-dynamy: 3:30-4:30
-math tutoring: 4-5
-breaaaak: 5-6
-chem tutoring: 6-7
-HOME & HOMEWORK:

*and all this time, i have to be raquels
secretary. ahahah i like the secretary
paaart. lol but daaamn i need sleeep.
FAAAACKTHIS SMELLLLLIIINGTONNNDANKIIIIS.

ladies & gentlemen,

it all came to a realization to me just now.
i was talking with raquel & mel, and yu know
what, its time. its time to take a deep breath,
and get on with my life! i always was, but then
i wasnt. but im moving. aha it feeels greeeat! (:




i love my liiiiifeee. ♥